The other side of Autism...

I kept reading the blogs watching videos and finding out better impact of clueless treasure to overcome the sign and symptoms that usually haunted me in my child..
I always wished and prayed God that it should not be autism.
My brain ,heart and my emotions are yet not ready to really accept it.
My life has come to an upside down with the delay I see in the development.
I just left all my social networks, my happiness my joy to undo the effect that ASD can do my LO.
When all the other normal kids of 2.5 yr goes to sleep after school my lil LO takes a power nap and gets ready for behavior therapy class.i can see how she pulls herself off so unwillingly.
My heart bleeds to see her half asleep standing and going to undo her not so normal behavior correction.
As a mother I always think of her future as I still wish if my LO can talk to me .
Crumbled words what ever she says she wished always that I would understand ,on the contrary I failed.sometimes she really gets upset for I could not make out her speech and I feel so helpless.
I can see how every second she pushed against her involuntary behavior.
I can see how she struggles to express or make an eye contact.
I can see how she manages her tip toe walk .
I can see how she handles the instruction that takes bit longer time to process.
My LO would definitely be a super girl for not complaining as how she is born .
I learnt to be patient eventually and definable she taught me over time.
I am still assuming I will try to pull her back of ASD.
My extra effort ,my everyday plans shall definitely bring a huge change.

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